Self-Awareness
Lately I’ve been feeling myself go through another change. I feel like I’ve been evaluating myself and dealing with challenges that I’ve faced before. Some I’ve handled better and others I still can’t deal with. I thought I was in a better space than I was before and felt like I had a certain part of who I am figured out. Of course I know I’m growing and becoming wiser everyday with situations that come up but I feel like I’ve taken a few steps back.
When I started this blog I was in a complete different headspace. I was willing to face everything head on. But as my journey continued I found myself staying in one spot. I slipped back into making wrong decisions and not protecting my peace the way I was before. I’ve let negatives back in and forgot how to handle things positively. I was becoming unaware of the parts I was playing in my own downfall. We all have that setback where we forget how far we’ve come and forget where we are going.
I’ve had to check myself countless times within the last month and feel that I’m almost back on track with what my purpose is. I veered off for a little bit but I caught myself in time to learn from the mistakes I was making. We have to stop sometimes when things get a little chaotic in our lives and evaluate each situation on how it can be fixed. Checking yourself on where your wrong is hard to do. But you’ll feel better after you feel your life turning around because you did.
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