Why God ?!

I often catch myself thinking about this when I hit a tough spot and can't figure out why things are happening the way they are. It feels like I'm looking for some higher guidance to shed light on why certain things happen. And of course, answers do come, though my patience during those moments tends to waver.

Confusion creeps in when I contemplate the highs and lows of my life, leading me to wonder if I'm veering off course. Perhaps I should be pursuing a different path, relinquishing control, taking a leap of faith, or simply exercising patience, regardless of the circumstance. Lately, fear has loomed large as I consider significant steps in my future. At times, I struggle to figure out if the signs I’m seeing are telling me to stop or pushing me to keep going, even though it could go either way.

As I articulate these thoughts, I'm striving to unravel this conundrum. What crosses your mind when you pose the question, "Why, God?" How do you navigate dilemmas, especially when practicing patience? Did you take the chance, even though you knew the challenges ahead? Or did you hold back and choose a different path?

I am drawn to the prospect of taking a risk, yet I can't help but question, in the same breath as I address the divine, whether it's truly worth it.