Awakening

I had lost myself for a few months while focusing on the wrong things, dealing with low vibrational people and accepting less than I deserved. I knew I was doing myself a disservice by going back to living a life of repeating the same mistakes that I had come so far away from. I thought I knew better until I failed the tests that came my way. Knowing this, my eyes have been reopened where I have the same motivation from when I first started blogging. That feeling of “Now that I know better, I must do better.” I feel somewhat liberated; it’s like I’ve been holding my breath for a long time and finally exhaled. It’s some sort of awakening for me.

Getting back to YOU is important for growth and healing. Knowing what brings you peace, love and joy is something we all want. And sometimes we don’t know how to achieve it. The only way to know what makes us happy is knowing ourselves. When you know what is and isn’t for you it’s easy to welcome it in or dismiss it. Through this time away from my blog I realized that surrounding myself with high vibrational people with clear intentions helped me focus on what really matters. Pouring into one another has uplifted me. Not being surrounded by that can have you in a bad mental space because you’ll feel drained pouring into others while they drain you dry.

For a while I partially focused on the wrong things even though I knew better. Or tried to make excuses just to feel better. I was lying to myself, which effected me more than I knew. I got real with the predicament I was in and held myself accountable for the spaces I put myself in. I pray you surround yourself with people who don’t just drink from your cup but also pour into your cup as well. Work on yourself daily because a sense of self is the ultimate guide to bettering your mental health.